It’s hump day and I am really bored.
I would like to find somebody to fuck like seriously… where are all the gay dudes at? Naw but really I just want a boyfriend, so I can fuck him like all the fucking time. I’m just frustrated. I need to go workout . lol
So on March 17th I turned 35 and when I tell you the entire world feels completely different and new, you have no idea. It’s like the answers to the questions just popped in my head all of a sudden and universe is making sense. So I decided to share my thoughts on it. I think when you get to this age there are certain behaviors one should start to take in. It will make life less complicated and peaceful.
1. Worry about yourself
Granted I am the first one to go out there and want to put on my cape and save the world. I realized that it’s not feasible all the time. When do you take time to think about yourself and your needs. Some people will call it it being selfish but it’s more so self preservation. If you don’t take the energy out to take care…
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Five of Cups
I hope you sincerely enjoy the sweet wave of disappointment that washes over you on this day. Maybe if you never placed those unrealistic expectations on things in life you have no business placing expectation on you wouldn’t have to taste that bitter chalice of regret….oh wait…and here’s another cup of grief here for ya. Don’t believe the hype people. People will do their very best to evoke feelings of pessimism and guilt from you or you can be doing it to yourself. The real issue is what will you do in this turning point of yours when you realize that now some thing really have to change once and for all…until it happens again…
Astrological Influences
Saturn…
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Four of Wands
Today is a continuation of yesterday’s positive energies. This is akin to asking the Universe, «wow yesterday was really great! how much better can today get?!» and the Universe replying, «be careful what you wish for…». Things may dramatically become more positive and most of you negative nancies will start tripping out because you always look out for what can happen to ruin everything. Enjoy the great vibes you experience today and remain grateful!
Astrological Influences
The moon will be leaving Libra and giving you a final test on how real you can express your emotions when events are chaotic and not the most smooth. Don’t be fake even if you feel what you say will offend someone…
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Thanks so much for this Will.
No matter how young or how healthy you think you are, you could unexpectedly take your last breath. Accidental death or the consequences of an undiagnosed illness can hit you suddenly, wreaking havoc in everyone’s life. It’s so very important to ensure you have plans for your final arrangements. That includes a Last Will and Testament, a Healthcare Directive (which specifies your desires if you should end up in a vegetative state and is also known as an Advanced Directive or a Living Will), and a Healthcare Power-of-Attorney (which names a specific individual to make healthcare decision on your behalf if you are unable to do so for yourself), and if you own any property, such as a car, house, or financial holdings, you also need a Living Trust. A Living Trust saves you the hassle of probate, which can delay the release of your property to your loved ones…
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Most things don’t bother me. I’ve encountered an egregious act here and there; however I’ll usually stew about it for a minute then I’m quickly over it. But, every now and then, some things really get under my skin. The top of the list of things that get my goat is when people are rude and selfish. I saw an example this morning while riding the train to work.
A gentleman was seated – reading his book – and piled two tote bags and a jacket in the seat next to him. Meanwhile, the train was crowded and filling up fairly quickly. He didn’t move his belongings until a woman asked to sit down. He promptly sighed very heavily and moved his stuff, acting as if he were doing the woman a favor. I sat across watching all of this noting the man’s rudeness. I witness all the time in stores…
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I’ve been eating too much for too long. Lazy, after-Christmas me. Stubbly-faced me who wears unattended, unwashed college hoodies and eats hard-baked fish sticks. I’ve eaten too much in the last week, and I’m not understanding why the force of the new hasn’t pushed out the old. With each fart comes hope. I found missile-shaped transparents somethings to stick in a place to bring about change.
I suppose I’m talking about my writing as well. Since October I’ve taken in too much. Nothing’s come out. I need it out. Hope comes when I open the lid of this old Macbook. It’s in the tips of my fingers, every word in my head that should be on a new document. I used to be a writer, and I want to be one again. I have the notes in my phone to prove it. What will emancipate these nuisances?
I’ll write soon, I hope…
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«…………I love you…..and when this war is over I swear you and I will have a happy family.» Dante effortlessly weaved his way over to Emily as he uttered such caring words. With a swift motion he locked lips with her and gazed deeply into her eyes. «I’m never going to let you go,» uttered Emily with her eyes glazed over. Dante casually turned around to head out of the door. As he was reaching for the knob he mentioned to Emily, «I’m going to go back to the Queen so we can finally play our trump ca-» Instantly there was a deafening thunderous noise followed by a loud thud sound on the floor. That thud sound was Dante’s body dropping straight to the ground with his blood leaking all around him. He had died before he even knew what happened to him. Emily casually placed the small pistol that…
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Gave me the chills.
We’ll be friends forever, won’t we Pooh?» asked Piglet. «Even longer,» Pooh answered.
The first friend I lost was in 1995. She was 13, and I’m not sure why my mourning was so short. I had no idea who Alphaville was then, but I suppose we shared a belief: die young, or live forever. Leave the party during the set up, but never when the music is playing. And the music is so good right now.
A little while ago I read Calvin’s post about the many great friends he lost in the early 90’s and how hard it was to deal with. I remember thinking of all the great friends I lost in the last few years, hoping for at least a 50 year hiatus. I remember how sad I was because Calvin and I are a lot alike, and I know if his friends mean the same to him as…
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